Small building at #godleyhead #christchurch #newzealand. An amazing walk with my girlfriend around the coast to get here. I got extremely sunburnt and look, the suns not even out.
There was a man on the radio, I don’t remember what station, and he said “It’s the worst storm in 50 years, but we’ve been through worse”, and he just sounded so, so tired.
I am so, so tired, and, If you are not from Christchurch don’t you dare repeat this, I have learned a lot, and gained a lot, and I know that, but I’m so tired, and so sad, and that doesn’t make anything better.
I don’t want to learn, I don’t want to grow, I want everything to go back.
My children (if I have them, insha’Allah) won’t know this, they will grow up amongst a city has been rebuilt, that’s coming back to life. They will grow and they won’t remember, they won’t understand, they may throw flowers into the river on anniversaries, but they won’t feel this ache. This ache is my home, this is what I have left.
I am really afraid that there will be a bad earthquake in Wellington and I will be forced to start over again. I really hate being afraid of that, but I’m really not sure I have it in me to repeat the last few years again. At least I might be able to run away this time, but just the thought of anything like that happening drains everything from me.
I wish I could explain this better.
A day on the bike is always a good day…Queenstown just makes it even better. #purenz #newzealand #niner #queenstown #2XU #sun #bike #mtb #ride (at Skyline Queenstown)
Whenever my girlfriend leaves me and is angry I suffer from terrible terrible headaches. Looks like I inherited my mothers trait of stress induced migraines
I wish I had more friends and family to fall back on right now.
Today was my first day of lectures. My relationship seems pretty much fucked to. I really need somewhere to stay in Wellington for a few nights.
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